What Am I Doing?



I’ve hit another wall. I’m not sure how else to explain it other than I just don’t know what to do with my life. I have so many ideas, so many different little dreams, but which of these dreams is realistic? Which do I go with? Am I crazy for dreaming some silly little things for myself? How do I know which direction to go in?

I am so grateful for Jordan. As I sat on the couch last night blurting out all these random things and “I don’t know’s” — tears building in my eyes — he came next to me, put his arm around me, and said I could do anything, and none of them sounded silly, I should do what I dream of. And in typical Jordan fashion he cracked a little joke to make me smile and forget it all…

Oh, life… I’ll figure you out one day, won’t I?


One thought on “What Am I Doing?

  1. tuawa

    I know the feeling; it’s a horrible one and can make you miserable. I felt that way one day and decided to start blogging (iamtuawa.com); it’s helped a lot. It hasn’t told me exactly what I should do with my life but it’s brought so many things into perspective. I’ve written a list of things I want to achieve and as I work towards achieving them, I have found that I’m passionate about stuff I didn’t know I was passionate about.
    My advice would be that you live everyday as it comes, thankful that you’re alive. Make sure you do at least one useful thing everyday and as you go on, try and identify things you’re passionate about. Just never give up and don’t let it get you down.


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